Thursday, August 12, 2010

Pulling my hair out....

Frustrated...my friend is so deceived.  My spirit is grieved whenever I talk with her.  We had an argument today.  I am not confrontational at all, but I'm so tired of the limbo.  One day she's good, one day she's bad...it's ridiculous.  The other guy has weaved lies around her that are so grotesque.  I told her today that she had a choice to be miserable or be happy.  She doesn't realize she'll be miserable either way.  All her divorced friends say that divorce is great and they have no regrets. She says when she's with this other guy, God uses them and blesses others because of their love.  I think my spirit just threw up....I think of the other guy and my stomach literally gets sick.  I'm still praying.  I'm praying this other guy will do something so stupid she'll see his true character, for her true salvation, she'll see her husband for what an awesome guy he's becoming,  that all of the lies will fall away and she'll have eyes to see and ears to hear the TRUTH!  I'm at a point where I'm just like do it, just divorce your husband and then don't bring that other guy around.  But God says keep praying, she's not filed any divorce papers yet, He can break down the shell that's been built around her heart.  I'm hopeful one minute then devastated the next.

I'm sorry,  I needed to vent and just get my thoughts out.  I feel so frustrated. 

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