Saturday, August 31, 2013

My hearts true cry

I want my life to reflect Jesus.  I am so tired of looking like this world.  I want to look like Jesus.  I want  my children to know who Jesus is in my life.  Oh, Lord....we are so distracted by everything.  I want You! I need You!  My schedule is so busy coming and going and doing nothing of importance!  JESUS!!!  I am so tired of the ups and downs.....I want to be consistent because You are the center of my all!!

Lord, bring the Your people to their knees in repentance for their lukewarm lives....For becoming apart of the world.  No one can look at me and know I love You with my all!  I am so sorry, I repent! Jesus I need you! Not just in the my life isn't what I want way...I want it in a I will do anything for you because You love me and You are my everything.  I want to be used by you oh Lord!!!  I want to be a vessel  for You!!

I have tried too long to do life without You as my all. I am floundering...I am suffocating...I am stuck among the weeds....those around me are suffering because I am doing it without You!!! This is my hearts cry...to look like You. To have people look at me and see YOU! To see your love, to see your forgiveness, to see your grace!