an update

Oh I am pregnant.  I am due May 12th.  At least that is my due date right now.  I love how God helps us forget all of the horrible moments of first trimester blahs.  This pregnancy has been my hardest.  I get migraines and have with each one.  This one I am getting them more and worse.  I was taking some medicine, but Friday I my pulse got up to 150.  I could't think and I had no idea what was going on with me.  The doctor told my not to take the medicine anymore, so I don't know what I am going to do.  I am praying for God's grace.  I have also been getting the jitters a lot.  I am trying to ignore them but it makes for a mommy with a short fuse.  I am praying this ends with my first trimester.  I pray I am farther along than I think so I will be over all of this sooner!! 

Today my baby girl turns two.  She is such a joy.  I love to just watch her and see her grow and develop.  I told Matthew her bday gift is the chance to be a big sister.  I always wanted to have a younger sibling and it never happened.  I didn't want Michelle to miss out!!  (that's not why I am having a 4th) 

Alyssa loves loves school.  She wakes up before me every day and asks if it is a school day.  She gets unhappy with me when I tell her it is the weekend.  She does good.  I think she will be like me, I was never the problem child, and I was never the top student, so I kinda passed through the cracks.  It was fine with me, but you don't get recognized when you are in that position.  I need to remember to praise her every chance I get.

Johnny is doing great too.  He is mister social and loves all of the girls in his class!!

Matthew just had a lot of chances at his office.  They are for the better but he is having to work ALOT right now to make up for some stuff.  I am praying God will show him how to organize everything so that he will have more time at home and be efficient at work too.  He is an amazing husband and father.  I love him so much!!

I am just praying God's will to be done regarding the sale of our house.  I would love to move but I want His will more than mine.  I know He is taking care of me.