God's vision??

Yesterday was kind of a bad day for me.  Not because of the kids or any circumstances but just because.  I was driving around town,  I feel like that is all I have done lately, and an idea came to me.

I want to open a fabric store.  I love fabric.  I have yards of it tucked into many random places all over my house.  Where I live has no apparell or quilting fabric store.  Here is what I have invisioned for this store.  It will be simple and clean.  I want bright fabrics that are fun and girly!  I want to also offer many boy fabrics as well.  I want to have a couple of cute girl dresses displayed and people can come in and pick out the fabric they want and size they want for the dress.  I will make them for you!  I will also have a room where people that don't have a sewing machine can sew.  I would love the store to be downtown or in a victorian house here.  That has always been what I wanted in a store.

Well as I was driving yesterday,  I thought of having an after school program.  I would offer a after school pick up van and girls that want to learnt o sew can come for two hours after school.  Then the idea just grew from there.  I thought I could offer almost a home-ec type after school program.  Baking, cooking, sewing, bookkeeping and helpful hints for cleaning.  I have always had a heart for pre-teen and teen girls.  I would only take about 15 girls and if I had a fabric store in an old victorian home I could have an awesome place for something like this.  I would love if this could be a reality for me.  But I get scared thinking of all of the loistics for something like this.  And I know neither the store of the after school program will happen in the next year  At least I don't think they will. 

I just want to have it written down somewhere.  I want God's will to be done in my life.  If this is His vision for me I want do it.  If not, I will gladly release this vision.