The past three days have been horrible. I think this is the absolute worst I have ever treated my children.  Yelling and saying stuff that is just awful.  I wouldn't want a camera in my house right now.  LORD,  I am desperate.  What is wrong with me???  I don't want to be this way.  I take one baby step forward just to be knocked back three giant steps.   My King...I lay my junk at your feet,  You and You alone can make me new.